i don't know what to do with my life...

Since I can remember, I've always wanted to be a pilot. Didn't matter what kind of pilot (though being a fighter pilot would be the coolest) as long I was flying, I'd be satisfied. Now that I find myself hot on the tail of actually achieving that goal, I'm not sure that I will actually be happy with it. Being in the military has really drained me of my motivation. To actually completely fulfill my dream, I'll have to remain in much longer than my original 6 year agreement and I don't know if I would actually be happy in doing that. These past nine months have really opened my eyes to how much I love my family, friends, and the town I still call "home". I don't know if I could take being stuck somewhere far away like this over and over and over again.